Saturday, November 7, 2026

Call to mind

I called the face and feel of loves dear past in detail to image there my mind's art.
Their lives lived vivid; they raised my ship's mast with reveries' sail. 

Yet mem'ries soon dart . . . to those I feared and loath recalled.
Conjured the wrongs that still I did abhor.
Their deeds clawed at my better self and it it mauled. 

Banish these shades their malices forever more. 

The remaining for vision'ry practice were those I distant know but dearly love.
No reasons strike me, but they, their spirits, felt so nice. 

What was said or done that gave me this shove?

 "Accept all as they are; let beings be." 
All honor to kindness on bended knee.

Friday, October 16, 2026

Thus we play our best

Once I knew a boy just so.
and said this phase too would go.
Another will take its place,
Oh look there now, a smiling face.

Today and morrow attend.
Nothing past need us amend.
Life's focus is ever onward.
But wait, isn't that a bit untoward?

Yes, some're worth a second look.
Life's past is our picture book.
Peering forward has value,
but it has no clear purview.

A re-read and short review
might reveal some detail missed,
that special one you first kissed?
something then seen now anew.

The past holds us in its hands.
It's not blown or drifting sands.
There's wisdom there and delight,
a treasure to give us light
for who we were and would be,
also humor for rough seas.

Look again and it might suck.
To see, reflect, but not get stuck.
Round each corner there is luck--
your fate--or what you can pluck.

Fruit a plenty we can choose
and win the prize, seldom lose:
Is it time for escape, "Let's break"?
or stand firm for goodness sake?

Full aware we play our best;
life's a game . . . but not a test.

 

Thursday, October 15, 2026

Wow. Or WOW!

Which brings up the question of writing, and reading, more generally. In short, I encounter people who cannot read what is written and understand it in such a way as to describe or explain without violating actual words written (_said_ in some cases). As a teacher I have found this, and as a consumer of the words others put out, this I find is almost universal.

As a curious sort (junkie?), I am disappointed if I try to find intelligent authorities with the goods I am after. YouTube was YouTube "university" for me a few years ago. Now it is slop (ref. House of El, no nonsense, sophisticated presentation, plus my own experience) and enshitified (ref. Doctorow, Cory, quite insightful this his coinage) hardly worth a go-to source for the true, beautiful, and good, i.e., useful. What's needed is curation, and that will not happen given the current zeitgeist.

Many say AI in one form or another is to blame. I say yes _But_. If one uses the current tools at hand, one can help craft the true, beautiful, and good--er useful. But having accomplished this, I believe, multiple times over the past several years (inter-linear.com), I believe I am among a minority of amateur technophiles working for the common good.

My latest foray (yesterday) resulted in a surprise and concomitant dilemma. Here is  a sketch of that experience.

First question to ask for what AI could produce to reduce the pressure of my curiosity:  "There are physical and biological effects of a singular orgasm on the male and the female. What are these and their contributions to human health?"

The second question, which the first response did not actually answer: "Anecdotal note: I find as a senior male that after ejaculation urine flow is stronger and evacuation more complete and quicker. Is there research about this hypothesis?"

Answer: Confirmed. I am right about that, without going into details personal or scientific.

I asked, with AI's help, a follow-up question to the first above, and here is where the surprise came, downloaded to my computer a few moments later. The  question: Research and compare the specific prophylactic health benefits associated with regular orgasm in males versus females, specifically documenting the impact on prostate cancer risk in males and dysmenorrhea and vaginal atrophy in females. Include data on changes in sperm morphology, leukocyte counts, and menstrual cycle regulation, creating a structured comparative report that highlights these sex-specific physiological and preventative maintenance roles of orgasmic activity, based on clinical research findings." (I obviously had help beyond my pay grade in the wording of this.)

I got an artifact, I will call it, a PDF beautifully formatted and written for an informed but not specialist reader, entitled "Sex-Specific Preventive Associations of Ejaculation, Orgasm, and Sexual Activity: A Comparative Report."

Wow. Or WOW!

Here is the _But_: What is this document? and would it be useful if shared (other than writing here concerning its provenance)? It has some value, as a kind of academic/scientific report. There are 171 sources cited as relevant to its validity/credibility.

The rules for citation of such a work are evolving, and different publishers require and recommend slightly different styles and disclaimers. Here is a key point about the document I got from the AI engine.

_A key consideration from multiple university library guides: the report itself already cites its primary clinical sources (PubMed, PMC, Harvard Health, etc.) with full URLs. Those primary sources are what readers should cite for any specific claim. The AI citation above attributes the synthesis and compilation work — the research, structuring, and drafting — to Perplexity, while the underlying evidence remains attributable to the original peer-reviewed studies._

So the actual citation for this document is the copy provider's choice among the professional style manuals, and the disclaimer, something like, "This report was researched, compiled, and generated by Perplexity Computer (AI agent), Perplexity AI, August 2026. Primary clinical sources are cited inline throughout". This needs to be up front or otherwise clearly transparent provided along with the document itself.

Tentative conclusions. One, what amazing work can be produced given carefully worded prompts or questions to reputable AI solutions (e.g., Perplexity). Two, it seems a kind of new genre(?) for grappling with knowledge bases and producing and including in scholarly work efficiently summarized states of the art.

 A copy of the PDF is here if interested. 

Tuesday, October 6, 2026

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Sunday, September 6, 2026

Muzzle the master

I have a German Shepherd, don't you know.
She's so pretty she could compete and show.
She loves attention, begs and barks for work,
though this gypsy she's got a little quirk.

Oft times it's not enough when we just walk,
returning home I face a face and toothy talk.
I thought and trained my women so they'd mind.
Plain or pretty I got the other kind.

Pull and push they never bought this man's mights.
Just two options: they either bolts or bites.
My girl this working dog, she's with me still,
'spite of my mind's right and her motive--Kill!

And the fair ones I've tried to hold and thrill?
I have a German Shepherd, don't you know.

Thursday, August 27, 2026

Good vs Evil

Life is often our struggle, lose or win.
Evil knows no bounds thus nothing is barred.
Good sets limits, deems otherwise a sin.
All make exceptions: Repute's never marred.

Let's admit Evil's scores are always high.
escaping what Good says they should deserve.
The Good stand tall without concession's sigh,
believing strong in defeat this does serve.

So goes the contest till we'd quit the field.
Good would have both be as they themselves are.
One walks off; Good remains without a yield.
Fortune or no, who is the shinning star?

Evil's glory will not in justice end.
Care less for Good its power to amend.

S&*t happens*

I choose to laugh than shed a tear
for that which happens that I feared.
What I can manage, trust I  do;
if not, I find no cause to sue.

Mistakes and errors we do make
regardless heaven's goodness sakes.
So imagine not for what can be.
Wait with patience and say, 'Let's see'. 

Meanwhile accept the lot I got,
for nothing more there is this plot.
Try as might that things are not so.
In the end with what I have must go.

Rest in love, understand the few.
Look there, they're sitting in our pew.

__________
* On the occasion of a difference in perspective with a loved one.